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Life always fucks me up


I used to have no plan every weekend and still felt fine, but since I started working at my department this month I've been feeling this overwhelming sense of loneliness lately.
I used to enjoy staying in my room doing things alone but I don't enjoy it as much as before lately.
Like seriously. I feel this urge to go out and meet someone, anyone, just sit and talk for hours and hours.
But of course nobody has time for that.

Shit.

I know the real reason though.
I never thought I would write something like this on this blog but ugh I can't help it.

For the first time ever in my life, I like another human.
I hated humans. Thought I would never fall in love.
But shit
I don't know why I like this guy so much that it hurts.

My friends tell me that I deserve a better guy.
But still.
He's the one I want right now.

But it's too complicated.
I probably have to give up.

Life always fucks me up.
Every time something good happens, something really bad will follow and prevent me from getting what I want. LOL
4 years having a boyfriend and I felt nothing?
Now when I finally feel 'something', life is suddenly harder for me?
Shit.
Whatever.

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