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I repeated the same mistake I made in the past.
It was probably a mistake.
Ah, definitely a mistake.
Why did I fall for that shit again?

Talked with my friend for two hours about this.
And I come to the conclusion again:

I was stupid.
I shouldn't have done it.

But it already happened and I can't go back to the past to change it.
I've been thinking about this again and again in the past few days.
I can't get it out of my head.
Like
Why the fuck did I do that.
I can think of a few reasons.

1. I hate myself so much that I didn't care about whatever the consequences would be (oh yes I deserve it)
2. Life is too boring and I want the thrill

I just want to laugh about it and move on with life if possible,
but like my friend said, nobody knows what will happen in the future as the consequences of my action.
I might get...killed? LOL.

I don't know what I want in this life anymore.
I can only pray that someday everything would finally turn out to be better for me.
I shall...persevere... I won't give up on life that easily.

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